HoOrAy for Thanksgiving Break! Yes, finally it is here!   So Saturday night I went out with Ashley and watched Elf (hilarious movie, I didn't think I would like it - I recommend seeing it if you haven't already) and then lost in the game Monopoly with Ashley, Scott, and David. Awesome people. Last night I went out with Kerri, hoping to get her mind off of a few things that have been happening with her - I think it did? we went back to her house, played some PS2, and fell asleep to Along Came Polly. I was so tired. Oh and I found out what I do best, DDR! Dance Dance Revolution; Kerri and I are the best at it! haha no really, we suck. Anyway, so after going to sleep early in the morning, I woke up around 8:30ish/9:00 - I had to go home at 1. Now that I have done the DDR so much, I want to get it. Well, yay for rain. I love it when it rains. I wish it would rain harder though, it has pretty much given up but I'm so relaxed at the moment, I love this feeling. No worrying about school, I have the rest of the week to relax take my time to do homework and just .."c..h..i..l..l" something I haven't been able to do in the longest time. So I'm ready to have my license..but of course my freaken birthday has to be in March! *gRrR* And today I found out that it is offical, I'm going to London at the end of the school year. HoOoOrAaAaY!

               Somtimes we must get hurt in order to grow;
                    We must fail in order to know. 
                          Sometimes our vision clears only after 
                                 Our eyes are washed away with tears.

Before I talk about what I want to talk about, in any case that it gets kind of mean or sounds like I have an anger problem, I don't. I'm actually really happy at the moment but I have a few things that I want to get out of my system.

I hate it how people have the nerve to talk so much dirt about someone and make up all that they can to make them look so much better and then once it gets around that that person is talking smack, they don't confess to it. I don't get it. How can you talk a lot of crud about someone and think it makes you look better because you are dissing someone else. Think about it..does it really make you look like the better person? If you have the nerve to talk crud, then when someone asks you about it, especially the person that you are talking crud about, asks you then CONFESS UP TO IT. Then what you have said about them doesn't have any real effect. If you are friends with someone that talks a lot of crud about other people, how are the different in treating you? I know I can talk crud about people but I'm actually working on keeping it to myself becuase I can't stand it when others do that. It makes me want to dye my hair yellow or something. I don't know...
- there is a reason why I mentioned all of that ^ that I did because it's been happening to me and YOU know who you are. Fess up to it, please! Gosh I hate hearing it from other people and then when I confront you, you act like I'm speaking a foreign language.

**Just because I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean I hate everyone who does have one. Infact, I like hearing from people about what goes on in their love story life. Like, what the guys do to make the girls feel better, I don't mind listenign to that because I think it's adorable. But you (shall remain nameless) have grown apart from me so much since the beginning of the year. You and I were really good friends last year and then this year you get a boyfriend and then start treating him like he is a king which is fine but then you start leaving out people. I warned you the first few one hundred times then gave up. I understand that you have new friends this year that probably don't even know that I exist but there are times when you can talk to me, such as walking to lunch, when you act like you barely even know me. Being your "friend" doesn't mean to be showered with talking to me 24/7 but when you do talk to me, that I get that hint that you do care about me being your friend. I don't get that anymore. Instead, you know what I get?, I get people telling me, "oh so I heard from this girl that you are mad at her because she has a boyfriend that loves her and blah blah blah.." hmm, I wonder, I just wonder how they "assumed" that. Before you start thinking everyone is jealous, you might just want to look around and see whose life you are missing out on. You know me pretty well from last year, you know what mistakes I've made and you know how I act to certain things..But the fact is, I want you to wake up from this all and really look at who is hurting by the lost of your friendship with them.
-And you know that through all of this, whenever you call me up on the phone, I call you back if I missed the call and I still take time out if you ever needed to talk.-

Sorry if I sounded real mean tonight but I had to get this all out. I wonder if you know you who are. Hmm...do you think I could make it ANY more clearer? I think not.

-Mucho Amor-

I love sleep, sleep is the best medicine. As a lot know, this week hasn't been that great for me - I'm starting to see a pattern..hmm. So I've tried to sleep a lot just so that I don't go insane. After hanging out with the guys last night, I was called home early so that I could eat and I didn't go back after that.  Instead, I went upstairs, read a magazine and waited for Andrew to call me.  He lives in Coppell but he's one of my real good guy friends.  So I was going to talk to him about a few things but he had to leave to eat so I was laying down and fell asleep while waiting for him to call me back. I fell asleep around 10:30 and woke up a few hours later because I was thirsty. I noticed I had a few missed calls and so I called Andrew back and talked to him for a bit but was real sleepy so I went on to bed.  This morning, I went to Dallas to go to the Galleria with the parentals.  I found a few things that I like at American Eagle and my mom went to the Louis Vuitton store. I was looking at a belt at the L.V store and I was like, "dude this is so-o adorable!" and then nearly fainted when I found out it was around $500. Geeze, it's like we have to be doctors to survive this world..but then again this was at the L.V store and nothing is under $500. OH OH AND I SAW DONALIE AT THE GALLERIA! I was so happy to see her..she's so awesome! Yep so anyway, I bought the Shrek 2 DVD today. I haven't even seen it yet but I bought it. I wonder if it is good?

I have a lot of homework today but no energy to do it.  I think I have been sleeping too much because I feel very tired. I don't particulary like this cold weather because it feels like Christmas to me but we still have 40 something days until then. I think cold weather is absolutely wonderful but it's too cold right now.

Yay for Thanksgiving break in 2 weeks!

All for now,
-Kasey-

It's offical .. I'm so worn out. This semester isn't even overwith and I'm ready for summer.. :sigh: life goes on. Anyway, I read that a 25 year old Georgia man commited suicide by shooting himself at Ground Zero when Presidet Bush got re-elected. I don't understand.
I'm thinking that I'm going to eventually get my earlobe earring hole sowned up. It's been stretched for awhile now. It was strecthed back in 7th grade and ever since then..some of the earrings I try to wear don't look right. So that's in question at the moment and then too, my grandma emailed me the other day and asked if I would like to go to, guess where...LONDON with her!  Dude, I don't really care for my grandma but it's London..yeah baby! But I'm not sure if I'm going or not. It's not until Spring time and I think I might be missing school..not too sure.

Well nothing more to post. I need to get back to my child development toy making process. I have to make 3 toys and my first one is now complete. It's called "alphabetize it!" and then they have to spell out the alphabet..I think it's really cute.

See you kids tomorrow.

Grapevine wins again. People have been saying that Grapevine lost last year but didn't we win? I'm almost positive that we did..

Anyway, I thought I would bore you and do a survey..it'll entertain me for approx. 15 mintues if even that...heh...

x X x BasIcs x X x
[x] Name: Kasey
[x] Height: 5'3
[x] Shoe Size: 7.5
[x] Hair Color: Well it used to be really dark brown but lately it has turned to being light brown..and has red in it
[x] Siblings: 1 sister, Kristin :: 19 
[x] Eyes: Hazel
[x] College: Texas Tech - Go Red Raiders
[x] Jr. High: Colleyville Middle
[x] High: Grapevine
[x] Elementary: Cottonwood Creek (Coppell)
[x] Hometown: Fort Worth, Texas
[x] Favorite Place: Since I like to sleep and read magazines, I would have to say my bed.
[x] Favorite Soda: Sprite
[x] Favorite Game System: Xbox even though I sadly don't have one...parents these days...:sniffle: so sad. heh..
[x] Favorite Food: Geeze...so much to choose from
[x] Favorite Pen: Don't have a brand that is my favorite but I like pens that have a bold and thick end.
[x] Favorite Animal: Ducks..holy cow...they're so awesome..I want one..so if you don't know what you're getting me for christmas () ..there you go..get me a duck..a duck! tehehe..
[x] Favorite Burger: Gee, I don't know. I usually get chicken strips when I go out to eat but I like Sonic..Sonic rocks..
[x] Favorite Vitamins: Hmm....good question...I wouldn't really know..I never take them like I should...
[x] Favorite Shows: FRIENDS that isn't on anymore, JOEY gah I love him! EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND, and that's about it. I don't watch tv much.
[x] Favorite News: Whatever that is on at 10 but I don't watch the news..it's proving how much our world is f'd up.
[x] Favorite Shirt: Hmm..who likes clothes?
[x] Favorite Alcohol: I'm underage..I'm not suppose to know anything about alcohol...ha! Got out of that question...
[x] Favorite Fruit: Grapes!
[x] Favorite Milkshake: Don't like 'em
[x] Steak or Lobster: Both .. lol
[x] Favorite Color: What's up with all this favorite crap..uhm..I'd say Hot Pink..girlie..
[x] Favorite Weather: When it's dark and raining really hard..but not thundering really loud b/c it scares me... lol

x X x You ... x X x
[x] Have a Crush on Someone: i did
[x] Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend: No
[x] Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else: Yes and No
[x] Believe in Online Dating: No Way
[x] Think Others Find You Attractive: Some say I am..w/e they say
[x] Want More Piercings: Yes..
[x] Like Cleaning: Yes...all the dang time..oh man I wanna go clean right now.. RIGHT NOW... not
[x] Like RollerCoasters: Yes
[x] Write in Cursive or Print: Print
[x] Last Talked to: Adrienne
[x] Last Thought of: Who got pulled over in front of my house..lol
[x] Last Showered: This morning
[x] Last Cut Your Nails: I don't need to..I bite them .. bad habit I know
[x] Last did Laundry: yesterday

x X x For Or Against x X x
[x] Long Distance Relationships: I believe in them but I don't take part in them because I know they will never work..
[x] Killing People: Depends on the reason
[x] Teenage Smoking: No!! sick
[x] Driving Drunk: Def. Not it can kill people..INNOCENT people
[x] Gay/Lesbian Relationships: I guess..


x X x Have You .. x X x
[x] Ever Been In a Fist Fight: No
[x] Been Arrested: No
[x] Dated a Cousin: Psh.. No, I'm not that messed up
[x] Used a Gun: You talking about the thing that has a trigger? hah..no I haven't
[x] Had a Friend Died: Yes and it sucks so bad
[x] Finished a Puzzle: Yes
[x] Got Surgery: No
[x] Got Beat Up: Not physically, but verbally I have
[x] Made a Huge Mistake: Sadly, yes
[x] Jogged a Mile: Yes - what a dumb question
[x] Ever Played With Someone's Feelings: Yes, not really on purpose though

x X x What... x X x
[x] Shoes do you Wear: Flipflops
[x] Are you Scared of: A lot of things
[x] Do you Sleep in: my birthday suit..hah, just kidding..no more like pants and a tank top
[x] Did you Eat for Lunch: Double Dave's
[x] Love: So many things...

x X x Number... x X x
[x] of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken: too many times to count and it's not all from different people
[x] Of Hearts I have Broken: Not very many, I'm sure..
[x] Of Guys/Girls I have Rejected: haha..a lot

x X x Do You Think You Are... x X x
[x] Funny: In a weird way, yes
[x] Hot: No
[x] Friendly: Not sure, I try to be but sometimes it is really hard
[x] Ugly: I wouldn't say ugly..
[x] Loveable: Yes
[x] Caring: Yes
[x] Cocky: Nope
[x] Girly: Well I am a girl..so yes
[x] Boyish: Not really
[x] Smart: Well I could be..[x] Pimp: That's sooo me. lol
[x] Angel: Nope
[x] Gangster: Psh..heck yes!! no..just kidding..i'm white.

x X x Person Who Last .. x X x
[x] Slept in Your Bed: Me
[x] Saw You Cry: No Idea
[x] Made You Cry: I choose to not say
[x] Went to the Movies with: Ashley
[x] Yelled at You: Jossy and Brittnee..being Susan..lol oh my goodness..it was so funny
[x] Sent You an Email: Xanga..lol

x X x Have You Ever .. x X x
[x] Gone Out In Puble In Your PJs: Yes
[x] Kept a Secret from Everyone: All the time
[x] Cried During a Movie: Yep.. lol
[x] Planned Your Week Based on the Tv Guide: Every week... no
[x] Been on Stage: Yes

...
[x] Blue or Red? Blue
[x] Spring or Fall: Spring
[x] What are You Going to do After You Finish This: Laugh at myself b/c I did all of this nonsense .. lol
[x] What Was the Last Meal You Ate: Earlier today..Double Dave's and watched the Oklahoma game and Aggie game...good game. then i spilt my drink all over the table...lol..true story!
[x] Are you Bored: Noooo...I just like doing this b/c I'm so busy..yeah okay..

x X x Friendship/Love x X x
[x] Do you Believe in Love at First Site: No
[x] Want children one day? How many? Yes, and Idk
[x] Most Important Thing to you in a Friendship: Trust (just like a relationship too) but you have to trust your friend not tell someone something..


x X x Random Stuff x X x
[x] Speak other languages: Barely Spanish
[x] Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: my bed, my door of pictures..
[x] Piercings and where: Ears

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[x] Initals: KEF
[x] How old do you look: No idea
[x] How old do you act: Sometimes I act as if I am 3 but somtimes I act as if I'm very mature..just depends..
[x] Glasses/Contacts: Glasses that I never wear
[x] Braces: Not anymore
[x] Pets: Dog, cat, bird ..
[x] You get embarrassed?: Yes
[x] What makes you upset: when people don't understand, when people judge (i'm guilty of that too), sometimes boys who lead other girls on, and myself sometimes.

..the end.. hah, I was just extremely bored.